Sometimes fear is the best motivation to start something new - to throw your dirty baggage away and to press forward. Sometimes fear of the unknown is necessary. Sometimes courage is essential. Sometimes tears are guaranteed to fall.



But, its nice to know that I can experience all of this in the strong arms of someone who cares about me. Feeling those marvelous arms wrapping around my body, the soft touch of lips on my neck assuring me that they will be with me every step of the way. Our heads touching, eyes closed and bodies silent - as if we are mentally sending each other a message saying "I promise to always take care of you". Sometimes, it takes risk to get this kind of reward.

Life is an Amazing Race, and I can admit to not always feeling completely assured of myself or of my situations. I am a believer in the idea that people are the result of their environments and experiences. Having had my share of shitty romantic experiences, its hard at times for me to really open up and trust my heart to another man. A lot of times I battle with fear of being mistreated or left behind. A lot of times I struggle with the fact that I AM worth it and any guy who is willing to mishandle me is a damn fool. But, I guess that makes me human. I guess that means I lose a battle with fear - but I refuse to lose the war.

Like always, there is a lot going on in my head right now however, I hope this song posted earlier in the blog kind of sums it up (sort of).

Enjoy.

My name is SavvyBoricua: Mind, Body and Soul and this is my blog.